Saturday, September 26, 2009

okay wow

uhm where to begin???

let me start with "new".

new webster defines new as: not existing before; made, introduced, or discovered recently or now for the first time.

new faces...new people...new home...new school...new life...new ideas...new education...new everything...

new faces... i've realized how much i suck at remembering names. i really do. it's sad. some of the people i hang out with daily, i can't remember their names. it's horrible, i love meeting new people, but i just wished i could remember them.

new people...everyone is new, no one i knew came with me, no one to be that security from day one, so i started "new".

new home...wow moving from cc to charlotte is a big difference, but it's good to get away. i definitely see myself living here. there aren't many places i see myself actually moving too, but here is one place i love.

new school...wow campbell county high to johnson & wales university.....BIG difference. let me just say. the people here care, but they don't care who you are, you are no more special than the next guy. we all paid the same to go here, and they don't care who your related to. you are the same...can i say that for campbell county........NO.

new life...it's scary starting a new life i mean moving alone to a completely new city and not knowing what is gonna happen is something i wasn't ready for, but had no choice. i needed that though, it made me a little more confident, yeah i know i'm confident enough but i needed this form of confidence.

new ideas...the idea that people aren't all bad is something i'm having to let go of, no jk. the idea that people are there to help if they can is the problem for me. i've known a hand full of people who would help a complete stranger in anyway they could, and here everyone is so ready to help, it's just amazing.

new education...uhm...what to say...i'm pretty excited about this part! :) the education here is what i'm looking for, and what i put into it, is what is going to determine my future.

as you can probably tell at this point everything is new...new...new....oh yeah don't let me forget....new. what's the same, that i still know what's important, and that i still love everyone....well most of the people from old home.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

i've begun

i've moved in, i've made friends, and my roommates will be here the 4th and 5th. i'm stoked for it. this place rocks, and i feel that i've made the right decision.

i was really scared at first, but now i'm not. everything is good to go. i can't wait to start classes.

i'll post some pics tomorrow.